Down to the Ground

My world is not what it used to be. Shes kicked down my building of hope. Shes burned down my tower of destiny. Here I lay in a pile of rubble. Rubble which was once a glowing city, but now darkness, sadness, and hopelessness rein. Her memory haunts me. Fuck you my beautiful muse. Fuck you for lying to me, fuck you for being so selfish and narcissistic. All I want is to forget you. But I cant, its curse I can't overcome.