HAPPY NEW YEAR

Wishing everyone a super fun, super crazy New Years. Make it a night you cant remember but could never forget!

Merry Christmas People

Getting on to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. To my faithful followers, I apologize for not posting any new post in a while. I have been working hard on filming my upcoming documentary code named "The Bum Chronicles", I am also working on my next blog series "Diaries of a Rich Man" which will begin on February 1st, 2011. So stay tuned and hope you enjoy!

Going mobile!

Early mornings are never very exciting. Now that I've gone mobile, I can shiw you how interesting it gets.

Getting Ready

Putting in work with BASTARD SEED!

Another performance. We all over!

Live with ENCANTO @ Maracas NightClub

We just dont stop! Shouts to the guys for grinding, and putting in work for the love of the music. We are in route to a promising future. But its gonna take a lot of work so lets get it!

Always on the Grind!

BASTARD SEED LIVE!

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LEGIT! The kid is Serious!

Its Official BASTARD SEED

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In Studio With Jimmy Negro

Encanto at LG Recording Studio

The Neo Cube

Ok I so want one of these. LOL

New things coming for the blog.

Since traffic has been pretty light on this blog. Am looking to take another approach. I will be posting randoms which would include, but are not limited to. Incriminating photos, videos, funny videos for your visual pleasure. I am looking to dedicate at least a day of the weak which would have to do specifically with tech news, and to answer any questions you may have regarding saiid tech news. Well thats all for now and stay tunned its gonna be an interesting ride.

El Cantante ENCANTO

Live at the Shrine! NYC

Quick Post

Just posting and spreading the word about one of the more exciting bands coming out of NYC. check out their blog and follow.

bastardseed.blogspot.com


"Diaries of a Rich Man" coming soon to my blog. A day to day account of a man addicted to money, drugs, music, and travel.

Hitting Obstacles every step of the way.....

2010 started off in hyper mode. A year looking to be the most promising in my life, just hit an abrupt stop. The lined up jobs have vanished, the girl that I longed for came and went. Leaving nothing but a black hole. The world which I was gladly building has been hit by an asteroid. What now??? Am back to a cyclical pattern that is sure to kill me before time. I want to quit everything and just leave. Leave to a place where everything is new. A place where no one knows who I am or where Ive been. A place where I can come across the girl am looking for. Finally put and end to this loneliness. A loneliness that is eating me alive. An empty feeling which bring about thoughts of failure. Although am positive that it will pass, I just cant seem to get over this overwhelming feeling of dismay. Depressed for multiple reasons, reasons that at times i cannot put into words. I hate it, I hate this life. From today on I will begin abolishing that feeling of torment. I dont want what the next person has, I want more, I want what I want. No comparisons, no let downs. I JUST WANT IT!!!!!

Determined to Overcome!

Nothing would be better then to just get over it.
All the fun times, get over it.
Everything I waited for, got to get over it.
The memory of her touch, time to get over it.
Her aroma in the early morning, get over it.
All of the empty love, yeah I know am gonna get over it.
Finally Ill get over you!

Down to the Ground

My world is not what it used to be. Shes kicked down my building of hope. Shes burned down my tower of destiny. Here I lay in a pile of rubble. Rubble which was once a glowing city, but now darkness, sadness, and hopelessness rein. Her memory haunts me. Fuck you my beautiful muse. Fuck you for lying to me, fuck you for being so selfish and narcissistic. All I want is to forget you. But I cant, its curse I can't overcome.

Set up for The Hardest Fall.....

Blinded by a sense of love and affection.
Shes everything I think about, shes got all my attention.
Our eyes met, our paths crossed and we embraced it.
We embraced it with scattered emotions, wondering what was going to happen.
I forgot about the world, time didn't have a hold on me.
Nothing other than her mattered. Her smile gave me life, her laughter froze time.
I held on dearly, everything I had dreamed about had arrived, she was mine.
She stared into my eyes and told "I like you"
I have been waiting to hear those words for over a decade.
My spirit was uplifted, my dreams had personified, my life was finally coming together.
For days I smiled, and thought of ways to continue making her the happiest girl on earth.
But all was torn down by the massive wrecking ball.
She no longer feels that way, I was setup for the hardest fall.
A fall so deep, that am still falling.
Falling through a dark abyss. Where no light is in sight.

Theres Only So Much....

Theres only so much I can take,
Theres only so much pain before I break.

Theres only so much you can say,
before I get up and walk away.

How can I purge you from my mind?
when vivid memories have my heart in a bind.